Woo I think I'm pretty good now in the recovery department! I had Sabrina over tonight for dinner. Her company is good times :D She brought me Red Bull hehehe. We pretty much just chilled in my room doing nothing really cause I'm STILL recovering and I'm not able to do much (energy wise) I MIGHT be going out tomorrow for Canada Day with her again. We'll see!
Dammit, I'm having a screwed up month. I'm down in recovery mode AGAIN. Long story short, I had surgery (twice, kinda) stayed in the hospital for one night and day ish, and now I'm home recovering and resting up. GAH, last week strep and now this! But yeah it's been overall an odd month for me. Hope I can recover and re-start my Summer soon. So. I doubt I'll be updating for a tad. Need rest Dx
Stage one: Emotions.
How often do you take actions you regret? Every now and then, but no biggie!
Do you often feel guilty? Rarely. I can be selfish :P
Do you have a short temper? Nope.
When was the last time you lashed out at someone? Can't remember.
And why was that? N/A, I don't do that much!
Does it always seem like the entire world is out to get you? Haha, no.
Have you ever had a serious mental break down? Kinda.
What led up to this? (sadness, depression, fury, confusion, etc) Saaadness.
Do you believe it is just natural for humans to feel lonely? Sure.
Do you ever feel lonely, even in the presence of those you know or love? Rarely.
Do you believe that these are the "best years of your life"? I like focusing on the present, so yes.
Or do you follow the "the best is yet to come" philosophy? Nope.
Does it sometimes feel like your life is being wasted or not going anywhere? Sometimes.
Tell me about the last time you were truly, truly happy? One word, love.
Stage two: Relationships.
How long was your longest relationship? Six months.
How old were you when you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend? Grade 5.
Do you (or have you ever) had feelings for the SAME sex? Yes.
Do you consider yourself gay or bisexual? How strongly do you feel about it? Bisexual, strongly?
Have you ever had your heartbroken? Yes.
Did you ever honestly believe you were going to marry your high school bf/gf? ...Heh.
Is it harder to get dumped or do the dumping? Get dumped.
Have you been able to stay good friends with any of your exes? No.
If so, is there any tension (sexual or not) between the two of you? N/A.
Does it seem like "all the good ones are taken"? No.
Would you ever date someone that your friend liked or HAD dated? Probably not.
When was the last time you were kissed? Last week.
Do you believe virginity is "sacred"? That's a scary word xD No.
How many tmies have you been in love? Was it always real? Once. Hrm.
Stage three: Friendships.
Would you say that you have a lot of friends? Not really.
Have you ever been considered to be a "loner"? Yes.
How often do you hang out with your friends? Few times per week.
Do you have a specific hang out or house that you go to? People's houses, town, etc.
Have you ever done anything illegal to help a friend? Kind of.
If not, would you be willing to? What would be your limit? Yeah. As long as it's not EXTREME.
Who is your best friend? Sabrinaa.
Have any of your friends ever stabbed you in the back? Yeah.
Did you forgive them? Are you still friends? No, no.
Are your friends the only people that "get you"? No.
Do you think your friends know you better than your own parents? In some ways.
Have you ever lost a close friend because they died? No.
Have you ever lost a friend because they gained a bf/gf and dropped you? No.
Are your friends your support system? Yess.
Stage four: Family Life
Are both your parents alive? Yes.
Were you raised by your biological parents? Yes.
Has your family ever been broken? Kinda.
Do you think your parents respect your space? Yes.
Are you close with you siblings, if you have any? Nope, only child.
How often does your family fight or have big arguments? Rarely.
Does your family hold very high religious beliefs? No.
Are you the "black sheep" of your household? No.
Have you ever in anger told your parent(s) that you hated them? Yes.
How often are you diciplined or punished or grounded? Rarely. Many times as a kid though.
Do you feel like you are allowed to express yourself inside your own home? Yeah.
Are your parents very controlling of the person "they want you to be"? No.
Your family really does love each other, doesn't it? =__=
Are you planning to move away when you turn 18? Maybe.
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I had a girl's day with Nicoline today, and got pedicures done at Spa Time :D They took my pedicure virginity bwahah. It was really nice. Weird, because I'm not used to people touching my feet, and the zen-ness of it all xD but it was still really naaice. Nikky had $40 coupons. But man that's super spendy for greedy little Sea. Plus she treated me for Starbucks. That was a really good day, thanks so much lovey!! ILU.
Just saw the new pictures that came out of Tim Burton's upcoming film; Alice In Wonderland (2010)! Ooh I am EXCITED. I think it'll be trippy/awesome. Apparently they're going to have it in 3D as well? Can't wait till 2010! And till trailers come out!
The Coldplay concert was amazing!!!!!!!!!!! It was so much fun. They were able to make me scream with a strep throat rofl bahaah. And surprisingly, I have a really weird annoying sounding voice but my throat doesn't hurt or anything at all. So, the concert was at GM place, starting from 7:30pm ish. Seeing the only concerts I've been to were all held at the Orpheum Theatre, GM place was HUGE. HUGE HUGE HUGE. Our seats were on the 21 row, on the left side of the stage, and it honestly wasn't too bad at all! (Paid about $100 for each ticket.) And Snow Patrol did the opening for them. I knew two songs yay :] So much fun. Many many pictures too. Here's some!
